Have you ever felt like you're in the middle of a big trouble? It's big enough to make you hit your lowest point?
yeah, that's what I'm talking about and going on in my life right now.
Anyway, happy fasting y'all. Not that I don't feel grateful about my whole life, but sometimes there're some problem that'll affect your whole life.

I just don't know where to start.

for honest, maybe I know where to start. Maybe for some people, they know that they're making a mistake, they've seen that hole of problems before, but that's life isn't? sometimes to make us bigger, and better by accepting and moving on we have to be beaten by life.

My biggest mistake? I'm a dreamer, Imaginary freaks, there's lot of things goin on my mind rather than my life and yes I'm starting to feel annoyed by my own brain :-/
I'm not saying being a dreamer is a bad thing, but when you start to build your dream too much until you stop building your life on reality, that's the time you have to start to slap your own face.

yin and yang does exist, I need to find my balance. Y'all have too..
heaven and hell, dream and reality, good and bad, left and right. You may find me crazy but the best achievement in my life is when I find my way to live my life between that line.

be smart but fool enough so you'll never stop learning
be good but bad enough so you'll know how to keep trying
find your ying and make your own yang so you'll start balancing.

@anisaanshari